Education wise I am a college graduate. I graduated from college with a diploma in recreation therapy and I also graduated from college with a certificate as a health care assistant but still I don't feel satisfied and I keep on feeling that there is more for me out there in the world to achieve. I just recently started working again as a care giver. I used to work as a care giver before but then stopped and now got a job as a care giver with a different company. Care Giving is rewarding but I keep on getting the feeling that there is more out there in the world for me then having a career as a care giver. At times I wonder if I just chose an education path in the health care field because I have relatives who worked in the health care field or wanted to work in the health care field.
Creative wise I have interests in art, music, photography and textiles. I enjoy creating art through drawing and painting but feel as if I only have an interest in art because I have relatives who are artists and have talents in art. Music wise I am trying to learn how to play the ukulele but feel again as if I only have an interest in learning a musical instrument as I have relatives who enjoy playing musical instruments. I do though love listening to music on the radio. I also have a love for taking photos but don't take photos all the time of course. Textiles wise I like to crochet, knit and sew. I also enjoy spool knitting. Knitting use to be a passion of mine but I am not passionate about knitting anymore like I use to be. I feel as if my passion for knitting disappeared when I was diagnosed with tendonitis in my wrists from knitting too much. I feel now that I am just into textiles because I have relatives who are into textiles. I also feel that I am just into textiles because it is a way I can feel connected to both my maternal and paternal grandmothers. A third reason I am into textiles is because I am creating my own fashion style for myself. (I have this dream of walking into fitness centres wearing my knitted items. In the Autumn I can vision myself walking into a Gym wearing a beautiful hand knitted cardigan. And in the Winter I can vision myself walking into the Gym wearing again a beautiful hand knitted cardigan but also a knitted toque, scarf and mitten set.)
Exercise wise I have interests in field-hockey, curling, boxing and kickboxing. I also am into bike riding, hiking, running and swimming. I want to get into golf and tennis. I don't go hiking, biking or swimming often. I haven't been on a curling team in ages but I love curling. I feel that field-hockey, boxing and kickboxing are sports that I do not because of others but because they are my passions. I never used to think of myself as an athlete but now I am seeing myself as an athlete. I have a relative who plays field-hockey as well but that isn't the reason I got into playing field-hockey. I don't know how I actually got into the sport but field-hockey is a sport I played for several years and recently just got back into. I got into Boxing and Kickboxing about a year ago and what I have come to realize is that I am passionate about Field-Hockey, Boxing and also Kickboxing. Field Hockey, Boxing and Kickboxing are activities I do for me and not because of others. My passion is Exercise, Fitness and Sports. And I like the new me.
With this new information that I have learned about myself I feel there is more for me out there. I especially get the feeling that I am not on the right career path. I just have to figure out what there is for me out there that I have not taken hold of because I want to take hold of every opportunity that comes my way while still pursuing my passions in field-hockey, boxing and kickboxing.
When it comes to the creative side. I am not going to drop my creative interests in art, music, photography or textiles. I am just going to remind myself that being creative in art, music, photography and textiles are just for fun and are ways to help me be a well rounded person.
Still There Is More For Me Out There And I Have To Figure Out What Is Making My Life Not Complete.
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